Really Close Friends


Everyone has friends, and no matter what people say, even if they think they don’t… they have friends. They might not have the friends they want, but they’ve got people out there who care about them.

And then you’ve got your best friends, those people who you talk to every day if at all possible and can’t imagine your life without. It’s like having a boyfriend or girlfriend without having the emotional ties of sex and such being put into it. It’s not always ideal for some people – some people fall so stupidly in love with their best friends that it becomes difficult to function around them – but generally best friends are the exception to the statement that pops up every once in a while in everyone’s life of: I hate everyone, go away.

I have very few of these friends, and even when I need time alone I’ll try to work them into my schedule. Three of them come to mind but names don’t need to be named because only one of them really reads this blog and he’ll know damn well he’s included.

What I’m getting at is the statement made in the picture in this post will always hold true to these people. You’ve made your way inside of me – in a nonsexual way, hurdur – and are likely never to be rooted out. I know none of the people mentioned really need that affirmation or reassurance, but it makes me feel better to let the world know, I guess.

You’re loved. I love you. I will always love you. Don’t go away, please.


Body Preferences – Female

Disclaimer: This post will contain women in their underwear, exposed thighs, and exposed parts of breasts.  If offended, please do not continue past the cut.

I’ve noticed something in the women I fancy looking at as far as slightly risque types of pictures go – I have no defined body type that I actually absolutely adore to the point of only wanting to see that.

Men and women often have types when it comes to these sorts of things.  Some men like their women curvy, as do some women; some men like their women thin, as do some women; some people like people with big nipples or small, and in the end they do have certain things they absolutely adore in every type of woman they look at – and while yes, I am focused on women today, I might do one on males later – and tend to lean towards looking at that type every time.

I find myself in an odd category of liking all of the above.  I say often that a really skinny girl who is skinny for the sake of it is not my type, and that still holds true, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t like the look of some thin, fit girls, or just thin girls in general.  I might speak of preferring curvy women – and that’s true to a degree – I still have models in my list that fall under other categories.

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It’s funny, reading Talen’s blog all the time has me fully aware of the fact that I never have any ideas that I think are good enough to actually post. He writes these things that are insightful and actually really fun to read and somehow I end up sitting here staring at my own posts and wondering why anyone would give half a damn about them – and to be honest, I don’t think anyone does.

Whenever I think of something to write, somehow everything comes out all jumbled and all those compliments about how I’m a good writer seem to just fall apart in my hands. Maybe it’s the idea that I am a partial perfectionist and get really ooky about the idea of things not being perfect, even writing wise (this is also why I can’t draw for beans) and end up over-analysing, over-correcting, and generally butchering anything I think about writing.

Talen’s become kind of an inspiration in the fact that he can always think of something to write, even if it’s just a reminder of games that are on sale on Steam, or playing through his gamepile and writing about those – which I have a major issue with because by the end of the game I’ve forgotten anything useful I wanted to write and if I keep a notebook or something my immersion gets borked – so as far as wanting to do those types of writings I end up kind of fuckered in some respects.

I want to write more because I want people to give a damn about what I’m writing and what I think, not because I need them to, but it’d be nice to see comments crop up and people offering constructive criticism.

Talen went to correct some of the mistakes I’d made in some quick writing I did over at my writing blog and I ended up really embarrassed by it because… I wrote as quickly as I could because I knew if I thought too much on it and tried to correct myself I’d never finish – and while I wanted to go back through and edit it after, hitting post seemed a more likely thing to do. I really should just give someone access to that blog and allow them to polish my works a bit. Maybe Talen’ll want to in his off times, who knows!

Borderlands 2

Through my first play through Borderlands 2, I didn’t really want to write about it. It felt kind of like a time for me to just zombie out and play through the game and enjoy it, but I think I’m going to document, over on, my second play through a bit. Not a whole lot, not every single bit, but interesting parts that I did the first time and want people to know about on the (much) harder True Vault Hunter Mode and such.

So that’s going to happen sometime soon. 😀 I’ll post snippets here and direct over to when I get these things going. <3

Commissioned Art

Over the last month I’ve managed to slide quite a few new commissioned pieces, and honestly I feel like featuring them a bit here – it’s funny because I shifted online identities to avoid some stuff so they’re not even attached to my actual dA account, but I plan to, in the next few days, feature the artists, the pieces they did for me, and actually show off why I got these done and for whom I got them done for. I’m kind of hoping it helps bring some awareness and adds a bit more of that original content that people enjoy seeing so much in blogs like this.

But, as a teaser… how about I show you this…

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I got Illyria done a while back in January, so she’s not exactly new art – hence perfect for a teaser. She was done by thetrainingartist@dA and it was kind of a happy piece for me. I love his pencil work and honestly find it fun to just sometimes let people run with things. 😀

In the next few days I will spam your faces off, be prepared.